a ride so bumpy...

i have no idea how to describe my emotions.. my thoughts... this roller coaster ride doesn't seem to end... the thrill is too much for me to take..

a dose of crying a day seems alright, since there are usually multiple doses of it...

because i have done wrong, i have no rights of reasoning to straighten things out... or to want to resolve a situation.. all that was done, doing, or want to do equates either to doing things the wrong way.. or equates to nothing...

God, if there could be a manual to live life, i'm dreaming to have it now...

sometimes, i seem to catch a glimpse of the sunrise, but the next moment, the clouds hover and the storm just washes everything away in a split second...

is this how life is meant to be? i truly wanted to make things right... but every door i thought i saw opened, slammed in my face when i was about to put my foot in...

i will learn to live my life... my own life... since that's what you want...